Thanks Levri for a fair FARWELL!
The ones that were there, where the one that made the year - Lev, Niki, Alo (hehe, I´m home and you are not!), Heinzl, Balint, Mate, Kristina ...
Yes, yes, yes I know it took me a long time to come back to my weblog but hellooooo! do you have a clue how busy you can be when you come back home after one year? Today is 31 of July! I arrived in Colombia exactly 2 weeks ago (15 of July)! And
after spending only one week there!, I moved for one week to BRAZIL!
Right now I am in Sao Paulo,
and I´m in love with this city, but ok, soon I´ll write about Brazil. Now let´s focus on some farewells/welcoming feeling ...
In few words, I really still don´t feel having came back home! I´m now in a totally new culture (well, the totally is very relative, is new, but is so easy to adapt) and it has been like jumping from the part of the culture shock curve when you feel estable to another cultural shock curve where you are in the "honeymoon period". I still need to saty a longer period home :) to feel back and maybe to start feeling real "reintegration symptoms"!
Anyways, even if one week, there are deeper things you can realize!
1) One I realized I´m still in love, actually never stoped, even if at the moment to love seems to be harder than ever. Sometimes I asked myself if I wanted to keep believing that I was in love or I really was. Answer was found.
2) I realized that I made it to gain weight! (allthough I think I´ve been loosing weight the last two weeks as well and actually not on propose, just as a results of more movement and STRESS!! - welmcome back real stress!). About the gained kilos :), let´s say 80 % of the people like it a lot, so funny, they say I look more "woman"! Other just say - "Look good, just work on your belly"!
3) Barranquilla is Barranquilla! freaking hot weather and cool night flair make me finally remember where I belong!
4) The leader is back! Could also feel how the "leading sister, daugther" position came back to me. Was nice not having it one year, you feel kind of with one responsibility less, but having it again proves so much the level of trust that your relatives have in you, wich is also a better feeling.
THE QUOTATION OF THE PAST TWO WEEKS SEEMED TO BE:
"EXPECTATIONS REDUCE JOY IN LIFE", I came with many, not all have been fulfilled till now, but
I can really feel how slowly balance is coming. Actually I regret that because overestimating my "coming back" expectations, I underestimated some of the last moments of being near to some people back in Europe I still believe in expectations, not to have them is to be like a ship without destiny, but at least someone made me realize to overestimate expectations can drive you crazy. True.
Specially after this week in Brazil, as said, I start slowly to feel so balanced, cause let me tell you ...
LIFE IS SO AMAZING! and all this world was just made just for US! Two weeks ago in Vienna, one week ago in Barranquilla today in Sao Paulo! Does the jurney have an end? I hope never!
It was a fair farewell. It was also a fair welcome.
Thanks for this ones!