AI ...

I never imagined that running for AI (AIESEC International) would be such an intense self-reflection process -

AIESEC - Oriana - vision - future - dreams- fear - challenge - Javier - Colombia - mother -sisters - money - weather - passion - committment - continuity - excellence - love - hate -ambition - attraction - examples - models - music - God - beauty - jelous - inconformity - war - peace - expansion - TRUST - CONTRIBUTION - company - respect - marketing - sex - sustainability - Brazil - Colombia - Austria - Holland - newies - love - and more love - sense - responsiblity - intelligence - health - life quality - network - mistakes - risks - pressure - people - arts- learning - friends - entrepreneurship - disaster - chaos?- rationale - reality - CHANGE - EVOLUTION?

Well ...I did imagine theprocess would be great, of course, it's just that confirming it has been just amazing. On the 15th I head for Bucharest, to experience one of the moment I've expected more during my whole AIESEC carreer.

I really can't believe that I doubted for a season about doing it (NOW) ... but it all was so crazy. Sometimes this "nomadlife" life intensity can also kill you, and shows you so many options that you run into the risk of revaluate your personal vision so often (how bad is that btw?)

Actually I just realized it will be 3 years since I kind of left home (if my mom reads this, she will cry ;) for her I still live home, I am just on work travels!)... actually all my AIESEC path has been so intense ... LCVP after 4 months in the organization, I fall in love with one of the best AIESECers (and currently Alumni) ever, I become after 1,5 years LCP having one of the hardest years of my life, I have to deal with oposition, I become MCVP in Colombia (after not being elected as MCP) and become so mature AIESECwise - and in this moment I never came back home ... One year in Bogota as MC Colombia was the platform to head for Vienna, as MCVP in Austria for another year - MAN! The year I went out of the "comfort zone" ... ATTITUDE,was the key word. In this moment I also wanted to run for AI! - but ... university called! I had to come back to Colombia - at lest for 6 months - graduate - but became SSGN Coordinator - that's historical MAN! cool feeling to prioneer a GN BOard. I am happy it happened like this, without being Spanish Speaking Growth Network Coordinator, I would not have reinforced so much my desire to be in AI.

Graduated last December 04, between bunch travels and fears, i was in Colombia, but missed the ones that I even had close to me - cause I know that would leave soon again. I was so close but so far from them. I expected so much. However felt happy, I could see them, touch them, smell them, I could energize me from them.

Now I am in Brazil - i thank God so much that I get so much energy of this country itself. I love this country, as territory, as race of people.

WHAT I AM WRITTING THIS?
I just realized I wanted to write something completely different!
Today is a good day!


By the way I created a weblog, where I was suposed to post my whole Director application, however I have posted less than 20 % - will do it (at least for the good memories) - http://www.ai0506directorapplication.blogspot.com